hardcore days and softcore nights!

first thing first.. its not the title of a vivid video or a playboy one.. its what i am going through! but thats just a random thought, these things vary from person to person.. but its just that as my working hours are stretching longer than BABOOL(thats the bad tasting bubble gum we all had in the late 90's!).. from 5..6...7...8...its 9 now! but thats not a big deal.. thats what we are working for right?? its just that some people i am working for deserve a sock in their face, and yes with gymming so hard, i am well capable now!! the darde disco look is goin to be in soon! and yes my parents make me feel old every day.. they sound as if all the girls are going to die soon.. the race is on and as per them i am in the last enclosure.. coz so many 'baba' log have got married.. hello why should i pay for their sins! i change my hair style every month, thats my fav time..roadies is reaching its finale soon, and its true people are big time hooked here.. shamvi is attaining cult status! and everyone says, had i been there i would have done better(including me, and i am ashamed of that!), but chum if u could u would have been there>> i don't know what i am writing, but i guess if no one cares why should i too... life is so strange, we all don't know whats in store for us, but still we make so many plans as if we are GOD.. only one wish, life should have been little simpler..