poeple come, people go by...some stay forever

life plays games, some time it looses to death. today i was going through my friend list after a long time. saw Anzo, and i could not control myself to open his profile. But i guess i could have still been able to be normal, but the moment i saw his dad's scrap, those words just pierced through me. my soul was left bare, open to the onslaught of emotions. that one line in such simple words made me fill up with pain in heart and tear in my eyes. life is uncertain, death is not. its certain, final, the end of a life full of memories, emotions and most important hope... but the thing is that it never ends, it stays alive in the eye of the people who matter. the hope, that out of blue, he will still walk in, never goes away. i have started to believe in reincarnation, i just wish it's true, something like that happens. Anzo to me was not just a friend, he was my brother, or may be something more than that. his loss had left me shattered and the broken pieces of heart still pierce the soul. i have started hating my city, the city had given me more pain than i can endure. for me, it's a city of broken dreams. i hate going out of my home. Anzo, you came , you enjoyed and you conquered many hearts. God bless you.

What’s there with the word ‘fuck’

I am always thinking about fuck, the word in particular and regular, about the rest I don’t have to think! Now we all have heard the tape about the word fuck, right? No?? That means you are not an adult so please leave this page now. It’s illegal in India to even talk about the word fuck, let alone do it! So I say I can tell by the way a person speaks fucking I can tell if he is an American or a European. Yes, that’s simple; see if the person spells it as fuckin; American, one hundred percent. And if he spells as Fucking; European! See it’s that simple. Now the Americans are fast, they do the thing; they don’t waste time in spelling it. That’s the whole thing about the missing N. but how do Indian’s spell it. Well we don’t waste time either! We don’t waste time on things we don’t do often. See we are a very intelligent race! That’s why we have the largest no. of software engineers and no hardware ones! See I told you I write lot of adult content.

Pulp fiction got me spinning

People hate abstract, that’s a fact which is true as being shown to the people by these people. Some people want to be different, and they prove it by loving anything abstract. Some people want to be a part of the larger crowd and term the ‘abstract loving’ people as crazy or ‘what the hell does he think he is doing’ kind. But I guess deep down people do want to get attached to the abstract. I mean that thing had got a bit of mystery about it. And we love mystery because we all assume a hope out of anything unknown. So basically it’s the faith. Now I am talking like a dope junkie myself, coz I had seen PULP FICTION last night. I loved it, coz it was so abstract. But I still would like to know, what did the end of that movie meant. I am not ashamed to own up my not so urban schooling n all. But I think I am still not that dumb (looks can be deceptive though!). But after the movie I was in a bit of a daze. A big fan of QUENTIN TARANTINO, and I should be ashamed of myself. I hope he himself read this blog and explains the movie to me. 

How to enjoy at your friend’s expense!

Ever since I was a kid my parents taught me the wrong things in life. I was told to stay quiet and not to touch anything when I go at someone’s place. Ok fine, no problem, but than I was told that whenever we have guest at our place I should give my toys to them. Bullshit, what were they trying to make me! Anyways I learnt the tricks of trade very fast, and now I m going to spread the golden rules of enjoying at friend’s expense to my lucky viewers, the list goes like this.

1.                  Choose rich friends, they generally have no problem blowing up their dad’s money.

2.                  Be a chatter box, a live wire people love to hang out with, generally you will have someone footing your bill, always!

3.                  Whenever you go out for evening trip to the market to catch up some crowd, be the one who knows about the details to the T of all the girls in your locality, you will always have lot of looser Romeo treating you to snacks.

4.                  Always carry big notes, or better pretend to carry big notes! And than always keep the owner of your regular hangout place in your friend list. Just a wink should tell him to proclaim that he doesn’t have any change.

5.                  After finishing the food, go out to the wash room or for a fag till the time the bill is pad. You might have to endure the smell in the wash room, but you got to bear it.

6.                  Whenever you go out for a movies, offer to go and buy some fag, the moment the topic of buying the ticket comes up.

7.                  Make your parents look like evil in front of your friend eyes, the reason you don’t use your dad’s car, right?!

8.                  And most important, read it and practice it..

 

dream zone is my zone..

A wonderful morning spoilt by getting up early, and that’s so painful because my brain works at night too. So see I am tired, right! Well I had this dream last night, which was not a dream actually coz I am a writer and director by nature. So I had thought about my dream, and than decided the outdoor set up too and than light, camera and action! Dream was something about me going in the African wild and dancing with a 200 kg chimpanzee (mind you, it was a female!!). Any way I know it was a stupid dream but I guess that’s where we can do what we want to. The real world is little hard and harsh too. So I guess I am going to enjoy the dream world.

 

My lazy brain compliments my lazy body

After so many days of plastered heaven, I was finally supposed to go to the office today. God I love my injuries so much, gives me a feeling of a wounded commander who is leading the troops from the fort, but mind you, his instructions are what make or break a victory! I guess that was the reason I got up twice at night, but look at my bad luck that there was not even a drop of water in the room. Is that the way you treat your commander stupid’s! Finally when I was entering the office I had the feeling of a fresher going to the college and about to get ragged, though my boss is too good to do that, but I guess we all have the right to bad mouth about our boss, no matter if he is a incarnation of Lord Ram!! The computer screen was staring at me as if it’s going to open up a bit more and than going to take me in, one gulp. But I had to face this monster all day. It’s not that I hate computers, it’s my life line, but working on it is not my cup of tea. It is my entertainment box and I can listen to music, watch movies and play games on the same machine. Which, basically means I don’t have to get up and go to three different places! It makes sense right? I tried real hard to decipher the jargon in the mail box, but I guess it was too much for me. After trying to look busy yet again! I finally quit for the warm comfort of my room. In the dreams I saw a machine, that’s going to read my novels to me, that way I would not have to pick up and read on my own. But I could not see the dream any further as my lazy brain told me to shut up and go to sleep. It told me this dream should come to some one who is going to do something about it, not me. So I guess, it was right and I dozed off again. Now I have pained my fingers enough for you people. better read it…..

life or something like that..

Life is precious, we all know this. Something like the night is dark or that I am a great blogger!! Well but have we ever felt it slipping away? We all have again at some point of time. But I guess what we gain is something very significant, we put a tag and we start fresh from that point. That’s how we evolve in life, and that’s what is called as moving on. All destruction is the building block of construction. But what is important is that we learn from these experiences in life. To grow up as a person and to help the other person grow up with you.