little gift called life...

There are times in life when you are not sure about yourselves, this thing happens with me every night when i sit down to write my blog. But as time passed, i realised that i am not just writing it for my comrades to read, its a part of me which wants to tell something, something to let go the thoughts in us. I read somewhere that a wise man listens more and speaks less, and i follow it to the T! But luckily i was little drunk today so no doubts about self. Had a intresting converastion over drinks today, the jest of which i understood, i am going to share. We are always preoccupied with either our past or our future, and ignore about our present. We always have our past laurels to share or our past faliures to ponder about. And we always have our future plans up and ready for discussion. But than very few discuss or think about our present. We always think about people i our life, or planing about those we plan to have in our life, but forget the ones in our lives. How many of us when we lie on our bed in night can just sleep without thinking about our past or present, i for one can not claim to do that. And i don't know about past, but forgetting the present is surely going to affect the future. We have memories of our time we enjoyed the rains as a kid, but now we get worried about getting wet and spoling our clothes when rain comes. Now the sight of kulfi vala bhaiya does not brings us the sweet taste in our mouth, but we think about the various illness it can cause. We have stopped enjoying a drive in our small car in the night, thinking more about how will i earn enough money for my new car. Lets try to forget the past and the future and enjoy our present withput any guilt. Its important to fight our own soul. confront our own doubts and fears;rather than blame everything on someone else. (comrades all this gyaan is coz of rains in the evening and short circuit rendering a unservicable TV!) But than i am happy i said this thing, it was on the mind to be shared with my comrades. Till next time, Adios comrades.....